Podcast

 Stillness and Honesty

For many weeks… there was no sound.
No podcast.
No whisper.
Only a strange, lingering silence.

No one asked.
No one demanded.
But if you noticed it – this message is for you.

Because the silence was not by choice.
And it was not due to forgetfulness.
It was something deeper.
Something karmic.
Something that could not be explained fully until now.

The Cosmic Weight – Soft Astrology Context

In the world of astrology,
there are moments when planets stop moving forward…
and begin moving backward.

One of those planets is Saturn –
often called the karmic teacher, the planet of discipline and truth.

On 13th July 2025, Saturn began moving in reverse.
Saturn went retrograde.

And that single shift… affected everything.

The guiding planetary force behind this project –
known as the Ascendant Lord in astrology – is Saturn.
And when the Ascendant Lord slows down,
everything slows down.
Momentum pauses.
Clarity fades.
And silence becomes the teacher.

This was not a minor delay.
This was a karmic checkpost.
A cosmic reset.
Not to punish – but to purify.

What Followed – The Empty Days

From mid-July, something began to shift.
The tweets slowed.
The rhythm fractured.
The focus began to blur.

By the time August arrived,
there was effort, but no momentum.
There was vision, but no voice.

The last podcast was released on 16th August 2025.
After that…
there were no more episodes.
The Cow went quiet.
And even when attempts were made to speak again…
the words did not rise.

The Invisible Pressure – Spoken Softly

It was not laziness.
It was not lack of ideas.
There was movement behind the scenes.
There was intention.
There was care.

But every time the moment came to record…
something unseen would hold it back.

This is what happens
when Saturn takes the reins.
Time becomes elastic.
Ideas pause midair.
And you are asked to sit in the stillness –
until the truth underneath the silence is heard.

The Projects That Froze

The Hall of Fame remained pending for the months of August, September, and October.
The tweet rhythm lost its sharpness.
The podcasts fell quiet.
And the Cow, once so lively and loud,
curled into herself and waited.

This was not failure.
This was ritual.
This was pruning.
The kind only Saturn can bring.

The Realization – A Turning Point

Now, the understanding is clear.
The silence was part of the story.
It was not an error.
It was a correction.
A clearing.
A sacred interruption.

The Cow was not lost.
She was listening.
And in that deep silence,
she remembered why she was born in the first place.

The Return – Now Spoken with Strength

Something has shifted.
The fog is thinner now.
The voice has returned.
The rhythm is returning.

The tweets are flowing again.
The images are back.
And this podcast – this voice – now speaks again.

But it will not rush.
This time, it will move with intention.
For now, the podcast returns fortnightly.
Measured. Sacred. Alive.

Because this was never just content.
This was always communion.

This Message is for the Ones Who Waited

To those who noticed the silence…
and still stayed.
To those who waited –
without needing explanations or timelines.

Thank you.

Your belief did not go unseen.
Even when the Cow said nothing…
she felt your presence.
Your patience became the path to her return.

Final Words – A Vow and a Return

Saturn remains retrograde until 27th November 2025.
Until then, we walk slower.
But we walk wiser.
And we walk together.

What comes next will not be rushed.
But it will be real.
And it will be worth it.

The silence has spoken.
The voice has returned.

Winking Cow was never lost.
She was becoming.

Wink now. Regret never.